心碎了。。。

跟她交往好几个月了。。。

和她在一起时真的很开心。。。

但是最近发信息的时间变少了。。。

电话是更加不用说的。。。

在上个星期六。。。

我。。。我。。。我。。。看见了这一世最不想看到事的是发生了。。。

我看见她和一个男生在一起。。。

有说有笑。。。还蛮亲密的。。。

我告诉自己别胡思乱想。。。只不过走在一起。。。很多朋友也是这样的。。。

但是她对我越来越冷漠确实无可否认的事实。。。

在我向朋友们打听之下。。。

原来那男生是医学系的。。。品学兼优。。。个子比我高。。。又帅气。。。

真的是把我给比下去了。。。好难过。。。

失眠了好多天。。。根本无法集中精神考试。。。

我是否就此放弃呢？

不。。。不。。。

我下定了决心。。。要挽回她的芳心。。。

于是我每天都送她一颗苹果。。。

因为我坚信。。。

"An apple a day keeps a doctor away"

Our oral test

6.30 am…woke up off the alarm then….slept again…lll, after tat 7.15am only woke up, actually I have to take the 7.30 go to main campus there for my oral interaction skill final test…fast fast settled myself wif light speed…luckily can reached on time la…haha…the test not easy as I thought…quite difficult for me…the question very easy to understand but dunno how to choose the answer…all looked like the answer…sien liao lar…sure bad result…hmm, down la programming on yesterday bcoz of my careless then I have made many mistake…haiz…ok, dun talk bout tat liao, menyakitkan hati saya…after oral test juz went bac to my room n…on9…

After half an hour la, they sudden said wan go to sunway for ice skating…ok lo, nvr try before so juz go la…at first we waited for komuter bus but it was fulled…but we r smart n flexible one mah…juz change to took metro bus went to pudu…after tat took the sunway bus went to sunway…we have taken around 2 hours for taking n waiting bus…finally reached there…long time nvr been sunway lo…we juz walked around first…although 2day is Thursday but quite many ppl oso…we discussed bout our lunch…everyone said cincai la, anything…lll, then ah yan n two gals went to kfc n the rest went to buy smthing like campadi n had it at kfc…we chose chicken n cheese one, very delicious…after that is the main part 2day…ice skating…we nvr bring our own gloves except kok pun…really bu shuang him la he can save 8 ringgit…but more pity Winnie n xiao tian la, they nvr ewear stocking too…ticket 13 ringgit, gloves 8 ringgit n stocking 5 ringgit…really expensive o…after bought the tickets we juz sat there wait for nex round…the ground was very wet…after they finished cleaning it, sum pro punya player was skating there…ganasai lo…they played a lot style there…for me I can skate smoothly then very happy liao…after waiting waiting n waiting…yeah…can go in ady…I walked my step there…slippery…even standing oso got pro…so juz walked slowly by holding the wall…jie hao was the one noe ice skating…when we juz went in he dunno skate to where ady lo…tat one kok pun always lying one la…said he nvr played it before…saw he drafty noe how to skate then noe he played before la…I oso not bad la, after tried walked a while then can walked without holding the wall…but many times nearly to fall la…haha…after tat can skate a little bit la…but my leg was painful la…maybe bcoz of I dunno the rite way to skate then the bad quality boot la…feel very nice can had ice skating there…bout 5 smthing...juz took a rest la...my legs damn painful liao...

After tat we went to watch movie, kok pun, kelvin n me wanna watch phobia 2...thailand ghost movie...actually i nvr watch the first one oso, dunno nice or not one...the rest they wanna watch poker king, i dun wan to watch hong kong funny movie at cinema la...i think juz will waste my money la...after tat we went to buy popcorn n drinks...a little bit excited when i was sitting in cinema la, first time i watched ghost movie in cinema...i feel suprised oso many malay inside there...i dunno oso malay like thailand ghost movie...hmm...there r five stories in tis movie la...first until fourth punya story still ok la...so so lo...wuh...but last one very nice o...very exciting n funny...tis is the first time i keep on laughing during ghost movie...u will nvr expect wat will happen later on...hmm...gud gud...actually after watch the first four stories i thought tis movie not very nice one...after tat all of us have finished watching movie then we went to Mr.tenppanyaki for dinner...hmm...for me the food r quite ok la, nice oso, juz a little too expensive to me...still student leh...no income one...

After dinner bout 10pm ady lo...fast fast went to outside there wait bus lo...luckily hav rapid kl came then we went to pudu...ah yan stop at kl sentral there n went to his cousin's house...so juz left 7 ppl...when we reached pudu there is bout 10.40 ady...we juz wait metro bus there lo...but wait until 11smthing even it's shadow oso nvr see o...finally we all decided to take the taxi lo...we r quite lucky la still can find two taxi by meter one...we have to pay bout 45 ringgit la, divide by 7 ppl 6.50 la...ok lo, at least we can reached our hostel on time-11.45pm...we couldn't go in after 12am leh...reached my room...my legs so tired...felt walk at the moon...then went to bath quickly...bcoz we hav a very important thing to do...watch 宫心计 episode 14...wahahaha...all of us hav addicted to it la...every workday nite oso muz watch it...tis drama is so nice la, not only story gud, got leng lui tim...after watching it 3sthing ady...muz go to sleep lo...nice day 2day...gud nite~~~

28/10/2009

phew~~~juz finished my titas final test...a lot of it dunno which is the answer...sien la...sure get bad result...haiyo...i wanna stay hostel one la...if keep on like tat sure i will kicked out by hostel...

hmm...stress 2day, so went to eat mc.donald wif frens...i ordered the big fish burger set+ strawberry sundae...hey hey wanna get the glass...the worker who serve me very no gud lo...said he key in the thing wrongly then dun wan give me the glass...actually it was his mistake mah...y wanna affect me cant get the glass...finally asked him many times then he gave the glass...although his face became black ady...but i didn't care bout it la...as long as i can get the glass...hehe...now i have the green, lime n clear spark one ady...hoho...but i still wan the blue one la...i like blue colour...my roommate ordered the chocolate sundae...he said sweet until u got nthing to say...haha, actually i oso noe it la...got eyes to see it putted a lot chocolate there, over ady la...then he couldn't finish...then it had become wat u see in the photo...chocolate sundae+strawberry source+french fries+fish burger bread...so disgusting la....haha...dunno them la...waste the food oso...xm week ady...hav to add oil lo...havent done my programming assignment...die liao die liao...

KTP Mooncake Festival 2009

2day 8smthing only woke up…bcoz very tired last nite…watcted dvd wif roommate until late nite…ghost movie, “coming soon”, not bad not bad, luckily no waste my 8 dolar…hehe, long time nvr watch nice ghost movie ady. I hav skip the math tutorial…juz attended for eca tutorial, bcoz eca one hav to pass up homework…so muz go la…after tutorial juz went to com lab opened my facebook n harvest my crops, hoho…the stupid uspot become very slow…dunno y, haiz…my hp was ringing, lovely taylor swift was singing, ah beng asked me having lunch wif him, juz at k10…the k10 food really too expensive, if eat there everyday will bankrupt one…ah beng asked me go to KTP Mooncake Festival, really weird hav a festival after zhong qiu…lll, hmm…nvm la although hav to pay for ticket but nth to do 2nite so juz go la…
4.45pm…settle myself then went to the bus stop, met boon pin n xiang yang there then went to main campus…waiting for KTP bus…walau so long time still haven’t came yet…finally it hav come la then we took the bus went to KTP, on the way we saw li horng n yong xiang la…cc punya cc(cc=computer n communication, another cc=course couple)…tis cc punya cc sure go there dating la…wat bout us? Juz wan to hav some fun there la…look look here look look there, haiz so lame rite…? Finally reached there but it was too early…5smthing only but the festival will start at 7.30pm…???wat for we came so early? Luckily still got games carnival there…before went to KTP, we had our dinner at merry brown there…yesterday I juz ate mcdonald wif my roommate…fast food again…T_T
After had our dinner, started our trip, go go go…wah…omg!!!the carnival juz hav 2 games…n few ppl there. ..almost were k10(my kolej) one…where r the other ppl??? Really amazing…the 2 games was 劳金鱼，猜灯谜…猜灯谜 really so ‘tough’…until I oso can guess a lot of it…then we hav guess more than half of tat…haha, 劳金鱼 not bad o…quite fun, I hav success to catch it o…geng le…haha…there r 3 tents for food selling…got mooncake of coz, then hav curry fishball, tea leaf egg, 糯米糕 n 龟灵膏…drinks oso got la…the curry fishball not bad la, n I was so lucky I got the five one…almost of it were 4 only…my frenz was so jealous bout tat…haha…龟灵膏 no so gud la, marks got 65% only…we fool around there wait for starting of the festival…I found tat our cc ppl really siao siao one…
8.00pm…phew~~~now only can enter into the hall…actually the hall quite small only la, n the chairs they prepare were so few only…maybe they hav expect no many ppl will come…first of coz fei hua lian pian there…so boring…so surprise tat a malay gal can speak Chinese…n can speak quite well la, still hav sum mistake n the words become so funny…ah beng n me keep on laughing there…actually not so gud la but I can control myself well, so juz continue my laughing, haha…their facility not so gud la…k10 one much better…so funny tat the screen was green when they played the video…seem like ghost movie…last nite only I watched it leh…wan again meh…ah beng really genius in joke…he made those gals keep on laughing…can say non-stop one…ah beng really geng la…I was lose 9 streets la…the performance actually ok la…but it became very funny bcoz our k10 guys keep on made extra sound effect there…tak boleh tahan…until the vip oso laughed there…actually it will make our k10 image broken…before tis our impression not so gud ady…now dunno wat will it be…but…so funny, until wanna stomachache ady…hmm…so many leng lui here, much more than k11…tell me why~~~after tat those guy was finding leng lui to take photo…seem like juz release from prison…a little bit scary…no, is quite scary…I oso not bad la…at least took photo wif two leng luis…hoho…juz for commemoration only, hehe…
After tat the bus has come…so we all went bac hostel by bus lo…our k10 so geng bcoz actually the bus was for all kolej but juz our k10 people came only…other kolej they nvr come oso…juz some k5, komsas those near near one no need to take bus la, other kolej which are far from KTP one nvr come oso…see out k10 so support KTP, haha…bout 11 smthing reached my room…my roommate Kelvin was kok pun’s room there…playing dota...after brush my teeth then juz went to sleep lo…hav a sweet dream wif KTP leng luis…zZZ…

Swimming Competition!!!

7.00am-zzZ...still very sleepy, although i know that the competition will be started at 8am...continue my sleeping...7.30am then only woke up and settle myself...i reached there before 8am...walau...few tiny cats only...wait n wait n wait lo, hmm...have to take part in 50m breast stroke n free style oso...very scare la...sure cant finish one...walk 50m i hav no pro la, haha...
Around 9.00am the competition started, this competition is between two swimming classes la, first section was free style 50m, the 2 strongest swimmer in my group was there...hmm...muz record it, BEeeee.....the competition started, ganasai lo, their free style very fast la especially Kris, usually in swimming class he nvr show his best oso...i thought Jacky was the fastest...then I was the group 7(last group)...scare scare la my free style memang tak boleh jumpa org punya...haiz...nervous when i was waiting...finally i juz can finished half of tat, it's bout 25m la...after tat the breast stroke, back stroke, and butterfly they can swim quite fast oso...butterfly really look so nice, but it's too difficult for me la...sure drown n wait for die la...my breast stroke can finished 50m...wahaha, but i hav taken long time la, about 1 minute n 25 seconds...Oh no lo....get shock i hav to take part in team competition oso...dunno who so "respondsible" absent...i worried i'll cause the team lose la...of coz finally my team nvr won any prize...haiz, really sry la my team member...
1.00pm, we can hav a rest n had our lunch, the mihun really too little for us la, after i ate it like i nvr eat anything oso...haha, damn hungry...after hav a rest we went jumping water...quite fun...especially when we went to jump into the water from the board...the highest one so scary lo...when i was first time jump from there really scare...but now a little bit love it ady...haha, scare but always feel wan to try again...hmm, now back to y i said the jumping water so funny...we can see tat many frenz wif scare face when they stand on the board, then oso bcoz ibrahim jumped many times wif different styles...actually i oso dunno can say it is a "style" or not la...mabye different pose will be more suitable...then of coz we made jokes and fool around there....then we start our game ady-water polo...actually quite tough oso bcoz cant move fast in the pool...n....my team die vry vry vry hard look la...nvr got any score, i think is bout 7 vs 0 la...really no face lo, and at the last the team from my group won the champion...hurray!!! after tat we juz took many photoes there...hmm...a very gud experience la hav a swimming competition...
5.00pm-phew~~~reached my room ady...juz bought a blue berry bread n holick from cafe...then cook two packs of noodle...wah.....vry shiok...feel full ady...wat a wondelful time...After had my first dinner then juz lie on my lovely bed...omg!!!i reliased tat my leg have two colours...黑白分明...really so funny...lll,T_T...
6.30pm, went to cimb take out some money lu...nearly wan bankrupt ady...after tat went to k12 find sarah hav a dinner lo...ordered a....a.... sumthing like 滑蛋河 la n a waffer cake...hmm...i oso cant believe tat i can eat so many thing...had two dinner a day, haha...swimming not a very gud exercise for keep fit oso...juz make us become fat boys n girls...we talked a lot there la of coz sum of them was fei hua lian pian...nvr thought time pass so fast when we ba gua here ba gua there...wan 10pm ady lo...cycle went back to hostel luu...havent finish my lab reports leh...hav to pass it up 2mrw...i really like to do last minute work, hehe...after did the lab reports juz on9 a while then fell on bed...nth to say ady bcoz i'm zzZ...

30/9/2009 中秋晚会

今晚有中秋晚会。。。还没决定要不要去。。。因为很想睡觉。。。@_@游泳从三点游到差不多六点。。。脚都软。。。为何我会这么拼命呢？星期六有考试。。。星期日又要比赛。。。临时还是抱抱佛脚比较好，好羡慕那些有运动细胞的人。。。很快就学会。。。我学了七八堂课到现在还是用龟速来游泳。。。memang mempersiasoikan。。。妈妈为何不把我生得有天分一点咧。。。算了，还是不要推卸责任啦。。。最近晒黑了不少。。。都是游泳的关系啦！游完后就去打包饭了，回到房间还没吃饭就被抓去中秋晚会了。。。嗯。。。布置是不错啦，有三四种游戏玩咯，猜灯谜是跑不掉了。。。还有嫦娥奔月，候义射日等等啦。。。候义射日好酷哦。。。用纸飞机丢太阳，哈哈哈哈哈。。。有点那个，不过难度是蛮高的啦。。。我的同房是负责候义射日的，我就在那陪他顾档口咯。。。还有不少美女来参加这晚会哦。。。也没白来啦。。。不久后晚会开始咯。。。废话和唱国歌时段过后，就开始看表演了。。。有唱歌啦，嗯，不太好听，不过要求不能太高啦，又不是演唱会，舞蹈方面不错啦，除了马来舞蹈，不是种族歧视，是真得不太好啦，我快睡着了，武术和打鼓也蛮好，舞台剧很不错，很搞笑。。。照片里的就是剧中的嫦娥咯，其实后面有嫦娥和侯义（画的），侯义画得有点娘，不管怎么看都不想射日英雄，抓弓都没力啊。。。结果他们被我们遮住了，哈哈。。。到了提灯笼时我就闪回房间了。。。我的饭还没吃。。。吃饭冲凉上上网，然后就不省人事了。。。被周公绑架了。。。

15/9/2009

phew~~~finish my first test 2-math...luckily the questions not very difficult...haha...luckily the lecturer not only not gud in teaching but not gud in set questions oso, haha...actually i havent study those three chapters which came out on paper...the integration one i juz study a little bit front of the chapter...but the test oso juz ask a little bout the integration, wohoho...shuang ar...
had ECA class at afternoon...sleepy~~~huu....i think maybe the lecturer puasa until a little bit dizzy ady 2dy, she wrong copy the formula cause many ppl keep on tried to solve the question by the formula given.....hmm....a little bit pity them la hav to puasa...will hav a ECA quiz 2mrw...T_T, i hate quiz la....the chapter for tis quiz very tough la.....mix up the resistor, capacitor and inductor...many formula hav to use oso...sienz jor lo...after classes juz went bac to room and was sleeping...tired~~~buzy wif titas assignment last nite...wake up wake up...titas class start at 5.30pm...really no mood went to titas class...not only far but the boring lecturer kill me always...dunno wat to do there, cant learn anything, juz sit there n do nth, cant sleep oso, later the lecturer get angry then give me a 'nice' marks for my assignment...
finally reached DK 4...omg....tis time die liao lo, i thought 2day juz pass up the paper work for assignment but classmate said hav to present it 2day oso...walau...wat to do!!! haiz...nvr prepare anything oso, juz wait for die...finally...the lecturer nvr come, wahaha...so lucky la, scrub away my cold sweat...huu....after tis went to dinner with kelvin n kok pin lo, after dinner bought fruits for dessert...the fruits quite cheap o 3 packs juz RM 2...usually they sell RM1 per pack...and the mangoes so sweet...nice...like it!!!
hmm...reached my room ady juz open the pc n play facebook games...not so nice bcoz the old pc really slow motion....the games always hang hang there...no mood to study, will go bac to cameron on fri...sure traffic jam...but i think will much better than sat la, whos wan to go bac hometown muz be early lo...hav a little sweetness juz now...^^, hoho....cant login to facebook again, my crop wanna die ady lo...if they die i will very sakit hati one leh...juz stop here...wanna go harvest my crop ady...

11/9/2009

haiz...did bad in my first test.....really no mood,very lazy recently...nvr did my exr...so cant follow the lecture in classes. woke up late on tis morning bcoz very tired yesterday...juz hav swimming for one hour smthing then felt very tired liao...

really old ady...haiz, the water in the pool yesterday very dirty o...can see those unknown black things in the water summore got
insects tim...tutorials 2day nth special, juz did the exr...no tutorial classes on nex week, so tats mean i totally free on nex friday wahaha...plan to go timesquare...hmm...plan...will hav a test for math on nex tuesday...integration n differentiation...giang giang o...until now havent start my study yet...hope can achieve higher marks than last test...haiz haiz haiz...i havent get my pc back yet...very boring life ar...feel wan 2 die ady...saw nice games yesterday but cant buy la...no pc to play it...ganasai ar...

had a nice lunch on tis afternoon...the curry pork very nice, haha...like it so much, but felt very angry before i went to buy lunch bcoz dunno who so stupid turn my bicycle gear to lowest cause the chain on the bicycle get stucked...$#*&%$%#...really damn it...cause my hand became very dirty to put it back to the gear again...after had my lucnh i did a little bit math exr la...then fell in sleep until 5 smthing...woke up n listen to songs...郭静's songs really nice...full of love...hmm...a little bit lonely...sien liao, dunno wat to eat at night...thinking...thinking...get no idea...

evening ady lo...got put aeroplane...so went to da bao alone...bought rice and a roti john...hmm...i looked too up on myself ady...stomach not enough space to put in so much things...the roti john too long la...bout 30cm...cant finished it...full until wan 2 vomit...felt wan 2 die...so juz left it for supper la...my roomate juz came bac from pudu for ticket...a lot of complain from hijm bcoz he walked opposite direction to pudu after he came down from bus...summore heavy rain there cause he became chicken in soup...then he hav to buy bus ticket again bcoz he nvr show his ticket...then when he arrived upm was late ady then he came bac to hostel by walk...he was really bad luck 2day...haiz...hmmm... juz did some revision for programming...did until blur blur...change to math...tak boleh tahan...change to circuits...walau yeh...cant concerntrated on study...so juz listen to songs n played minesweeper...no game to play so pity juz can play freecell n minesweeper...summore cant on9.....boring life...wah...feel wan to kill the pc shop...one bomb finish the shop...y my motherboard so long time ady still havent arrived yet...haiz...haiz...haiz...still hav a lot of free time 2mrw...dunno wat to do(actually a lot of work and assignment havent finish yet lll)...nvr go out bcoz spend a lot of money...sleepy ady...go sleep now...zZZ

我真的好想你

现在的我真的好想你，即使我我告诉过自己几百万次不该再去想你，我要专心读书，可是你却不断在我的脑海里浮现，我根本无法停止我对你的思念。。。也许我真得太喜欢你了，我好讨厌这样的我。。。虽然不知道现在的你身在何处。。。但总希望我对你的思念能够飘你那去。。。糊涂得我至今才懂我们分开的原因，我一直都以为是因为那风雨交加的晚上。。。那停电是我们的致命伤。。。没想到。。。没想到。。。是他。。。他一直都缠绕在你与我之间。。。但我却没发觉。。。我真的好糊涂。。。好想打我自己。。。我真笨。。。都因为我的疏忽是你受到了很大的伤害。。。对不起。。。真的对不起。。。即使现在你的伤已经痊愈，但你已经不再是当初的你了。。。回想当初我们相处的点点滴滴。。。我不知道你是否开心，但我可以很确定我很开心。。。我好怀念当时快乐的时光。。。真的。。。还有一件令我感到内疚的是我们要分开的时候，我对你发脾气。。。我知道是我的错，都是因为我无法接受这事实的关系。。。我是无意的。。。原谅我好吗？在即将来临的开斋节也许就能见到你，心情不禁有些复杂，不知该说什么。。。感觉已经有些陌生了。。。对你说：“近来好吗？”我一定会给人骂我是白痴。。。我真的。。。好想好想你。。。你可以回到我身边吗？

























































我 = 当然是我啦！
你 = 我亲爱的电脑。。。
他 = 该死的煮水器。。。

读了还不明白的话我就简单的再说一遍吧。。。就在一天早上，电脑突然开不到机，还以为是那天下雨停电害的，后来才发现是我该死的煮水器害的。。。害我亲爱的电脑的主机板烧掉了。。。拿去修理还要等到开斋节才可以拿回。。。害我好久没游戏玩。。。我还有很多歌在里头。。。我又需要他来做功课。。。我真的好想好想我亲爱的电脑啊！！！！！

i feel wan to die...

i hav done my electrical circuits, computer programming, argiculture n mathematic test....all will die except math...but math oso cant gud until where ^@#%$%^^ nvr thought the test will so difficult...n the time given was so.................short...until u impossible to do all the questions...really XXX haiz....actually the programming i can answer it....but not enough time...hav to answer questions n create 2 program...one hours is not enough la....tat one "chou" iqbal set the difficult questions....the argiculture lagi teruk...i totally dunno wat the questions wan although was objectif....the confusing questions n answers made i feel wan to die at tat time...T-T....haiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzzz..............i hav lost...dunno wat to study....wat to do....to save the "nice" result i hav made...

forgetful.....haiz....

i had swimming class on tis morning...before went to the class, i played computer games a while first, haha...juz like normal we learn swimming in the pool...not bad...i hav some improvement 2day...a little bit happy wif tat la...after tat we discuss bout the presentation wif our group members...i'm very smart choose the easy topic...hehe...for me i think is easy la...other ppl maybe not...who will noe....after tat i go hav lunch wif brian, jacky n jacky's roomate...the restaurant which we hav lunch there not bad o...next time can invite some frens come here to eat...hoho...hmmm...reached my room...took out those things in my bag, shit!!!! i forget to take my swimming cap, suit n towel those things....i hav left it on pool there...ga nai sai lo....fast fast went take the bicycle n go there(full speed of mine...tired...)...the pool hav closed when i reached there...T_T, so i went bac again to my room...then wait until 2 sumthing n go again...beside waiting the pool open i hav noe a new fren...gal who take science...2nd year...we chat there until the pool opened, then i took bac my things n went back to hostel...really tired 2day...at evening...i had skip a CC gathering...boring gathering...luckily i hav skip it...haha...the games i bought still cant play...haiz...hav to go bac to the shop change again...sien nar......tues n thurs hav a lot of test...sakit hati o...many things dun understand but dunno who to ask oso...kelian...who can save me?!

headache~~~kelian...

nervous on yesterday morning...had a quiz at 10am....finally...haha, the quiz had delay to next next week...luckily...bcoz i haven't prepare for the quiz...nvr do revision...haha...
after tat was computer programming class...tat one "chou" iqbal ask all of us to wear mask...so we hav to go back to the hostel get the mask then went back to the class...tired...last class was english class...still ok bcoz juz one hour...if not sure i fall in sleep in the class...then the lecturer sure talak shiok dengan saya...after class i went to dinner wif my wai chun la...before tat i went to buy dvd rom first....haiz...my new pc cant match wif my old dvd rom...hav to buy new one...sakit hati...the new dvd rom cause my RM90 fly away...tat day i saw digital mall there offer RM75 only...big different o...but tis is ok...most terrible one was my dinner...i ordered 滑蛋河...the taste is ok...but after i hav finished it and walked few steps then i got headache...until 10smthing at night still not recover yet...finally i hav to ask panadol from my roomate...haiz...get suffer 2day...actually i plan to do my tutorial questions at nite one...but...haiz...hav to study hard bcoz it will hav many test coming soon...sure die la

UPM kena H1N1...

long time nvr open my blog....nearly to forget bout it...juz now san told me she hav a blog then only i remember bout it, haha...really bad luck...UPM hav closed on last tuesday bcoz of H1N1....all of us must leave at tat day...so i was fetched by my sis to my sis's house...we only can go back there on 4th august...many ppl ask me y i nvr go bac cameron...got one week holiday( it is half-sem break lai de...so tats mean no more holiday after tis...really sakit hati oso...) the reason is i wan to go to the pc fair at klcc....plan to buy a new pc...tat one pc fair...really nth to say, dunno wat pc fair is it...all sell laptop only, few of them hav sell desktop...luckily i ask poh yee out go pc fair with me, at least we hav watched a movie-harry potter...(harry potter not so nice la, cut here cut there make me confused bout the story, although i havent read the book i oso realise tat the story hav cutted, graphic effect very nice la)...if not tat day juz waste my time...get nth...so on the next day(last sat) my sis take me to digital mall n buy new pc there...not bad...cheaper than pc fair n i can get wat i wan...i hav to go back UPM 2mrw...need to arrange my room again...haiz...summore many test coming soon...menakutkan saya lah...sure get bad result...~~~T_T

Haiz...

really no mood recently...down...everyday buzy wif study...then some classes i totally dunno wat hav those lecturers teached...dizzy, i'm so worry bout how i can score my test....haiz....haiz....haiz, although someone said tat haiz is no gud...but really got feeling wan haiz...my coursemates all not bad la....but still feel lonely...maybe bcoz of no ai ren...it's very difficult to find a ai ren...dunno wat to think, wat to do...i hav lost...life now juz go for class then go back to hostel...repeat n repeat those life...sian~~~~~on the computer n on9....dunno wat to do....open the book, felt sleepy...zzZ...however...time of world still keep on moving...so still need to study hard 2...need for motivation...gambateh gambateh gambateh...~~~haiz

这就是大学

失望失望。。。
大学的生活还真烦。。。。
一开学就有很多很多的无聊活动。。。。马来人。。。
把我的时间都浪费完，还害我晒得很黑。。。
时间表排得很烂。。。两课的时间连在一起，可是上课的课室三万八千里，叫人怎么跟。。。
还我都在忙换科目的事。。。上星期真的很忙很忙。。。累透了
虽然我的宿舍有无线网络。。。但偏偏我的房间没线。。倒霉
工程系的女生又少。。。很闷的咧。。。上课时真的想睡觉
美女都在其他的科系。。。
咳。。。。设么上了大学就很容易拍拖，想吃家常便饭一样。。。骗人的。。。%#$$%#@#$
看来陪我度过漫长的四年。。。还是我可怜的书本。。。

傻仔的一天+要跑路咯。。。

明天下去PJ咯，星期日就要去报到咯。。。希望我的室友很好人有合得来啦！不然以后的日子就难熬咯。。。今天去看了transformer 2 了，还不错，只是太注重解释故事，一些部分会比较乏味。。。整体上还是蛮不错的
我还去占了个卜，也没什么特别的，都蛮顺利（也不是迷信，当作参考+心安）哈哈，信则有不信则无。。。东西都收拾得八八九九了，心情很。。。。该说复杂吗？是说不出的心情，难以形容。。。大学生涯快来了。。。加油加油（自我鼓励一下）嘿嘿。。。
朋友全都跑光光咯，要等到开斋节时才可以见面，舍不得。。。但总得舍得，今天做了很傻的事，边吃麦当劳边驾车回家（我承认是有点危险啦。。。偶尔也该疯狂一下，不然人生不久太平淡，乏味是不是？）难度最高在喝汽水，不说你不知道，等我告诉你知道，说了你不能让别人知道，哈哈。。。我忘了拿吸管，边喝汽水边驾车，超车时换涯还不小心把汽水溅到车，然后就边抹车边驾。。。我想你知道后可能不敢做我驾的车，哈哈。。。

感人的故事。。。落泪

話說民國初年，上海百樂門舞廳老闆美麗的女兒被名流紳士們瘋狂追求。

可是她誰都看不上，只喜歡舞廳內一個樂手。當二人難分難捨時，她父親卻將她許配給一位駐美大使，她只好傷心的隨夫赴美。

離開前，樂手交給她一塊錢大洋，希望有生之年再相遇時，作為二人的信物。




三十年後，她搭機回國，出機場時，看到一個熟悉的身影，當年的情人在拉三輪車。 坐上車，她眼光泛淚，默默掉淚。就這樣，三輪車直奔百樂門舞廳，一路上兩人沒交談。
到舞廳門口時，她問多少錢？車夫回答：五毛。
她打開珍藏的一塊大洋：這給你。車夫頓了一下，收錢回家。


車夫回到家，看著一塊錢，百感交集，發憤振筆，寫下這世界名曲........















三輪車跑得快，上面坐個老太太，要五毛給一塊，你說奇怪不奇怪？.......

Hohohoho.....UPM, i'm coming

今天大学入学名单出炉咯

上网看是很紧张，那网页又很jam，还我紧张了很久

还好我拿到UPM Computer and Communication System Engineering

虽然不是我的第一选择，但我也很高兴，因为我的STPM考得很烂

有些朋友拿到不太好的科，甚至有些大学都进不到。。。不懂怎么安慰他们，怕反而越弄越糟。。。使他们更伤心，我都不会说些安慰人的话

不管如何，精神上还是会很支持你们的（金钱上爱莫能助，你知道啦，我很穷的）hehe.....gambateh my frens

妈妈一知道后就开始在吹我收拾东西。。。。真的有点烦。。。家人知道了都很替我高兴，拾到宝了。。。我算很幸运了，有些成绩比我好的都拿不到这么好的科，不然就是大学在很山的地方，要感谢。。。。家人，老师，朋友。。。。老天爷，哈哈！！！

serdang对我说还不太陌生，生活应该不会有什么大问题吧。。。希望如此，明天就开始做准备功夫了，下星期就得报道了，有很多表格没填，复印文件，照片，学费。。。。期待已久的日子终于来临了。。。WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA（没完没了）。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

My 2nd gundam model - strike freedom

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。deng deng...my strike freedom ady came back from kl on monday, wahaha...i asked hao zhan help me to buy one..."1/100 scale Master Grade Strike Freedom( Full Burst Mode)...juz look at the box oso cant tahan, like it so much...someone who like gundam will understand my feeling...when i hav reached home juz keep it on 2nd floor...dun let my mum noe first...maybe will get scold one...hehe, 6pm ady...so juz settle the model 2mrw la, not enough time...on the nex day, 9am...start to set my strike freedom, haha...really felt very happy...processing...until 2 smthing, finish the head, body, hands n legs...went to have my lunch first...after tat continue wif the wings...walau 5 smthing, incomplete...went to do some housework...continue again...until 8 smthing, mum called me go to farm fetch my sis, dun disturb!!! but i went to fetch my sis oso...although not very shuang...came bac...i noe really cant finish it 2day although 90% ady completed, nvm, continue it 2mrw...be patient, be patient, 慢工出细货, hehe...nex morning...woke up at 9smthing, really tired n susah bcoz...sat whole day yesterday, here sakit there sakit, continue again again on 10am...completed it around 11smthing, hurray!!! nice nice nice...fall in love wif it, hmm...actually tis not a gud hobby...bcoz the model really expensive...dun tell u here la, later bocor my secret...my parent dunno how much is it yet...wan noe juz go the shop hav a look then u noe, then i put it in my room, juz stand there n look at it...haiz...cant tahan, too nice, talak sabah to buy another models which i like....but i'm really poor guy, muz go find some part time to do when free...if not the gundams so pity wait me in the shop...haha

Hey Stephen

hey stephen
i know looks can be deceiving but i know i saw a light in you
as we walked we were talking and
i didn't say half the things i wanted to
of all the girls tossing rocks at your window
i'll be the one waiting there even when it's cold
hey stephen
boy you might have me believing i don't always have to be alone

cause i can't help it if you look like an angel
can't help if i wanna kiss you in the rain so
come feel this magic i've been feeling since i met you
can't help it if there's no one else
i can't help myself

hey stephen
i've been holding back this feeling so
i've got some things to say to you
i seen it all so i thought but
i never seen nobody shine the way you do
the way you walk the way you talk
the way you say my name
it's beautiful, wonderful don't you ever change
hey stephen
why are people always leaving i think you and i should stay the same

cause i can't help it if you look like an angel
can't help if i wanna kiss you in the rain so
come feel this magic i've been feeling since i met you
can't help it if there's no one else
i can't help myself

they're dimming the street lights
you're perfect for me why aren't you here tonight
i'm waiting alone now so come on and come out and pull me near
shine, shine, shine

hey stephen
i could give you fifty reasons why i should be the one you choose
all those other girls
well they're beautiful but would they write a song for you
i can't help it if you look like an angel
can't help it if i wanna kiss you in the rain so
come feel this magic i've been feeling since i met you
can't help it if there's no one else
i can't help myself

if you look like an angel
can't help if i wanna kiss you in the rain so
come feel this magic i've been feeling since i met you
can't help it if there's no one else
i can't help myself
myself, can't help myself
i can't help myself

written by taylor swift

Starbucks...min jin boss

tauke min jin wan to go to utar ady...so we hav a farewell in starbucks, yeah~~my first time ady gave him...the coffee there too expensive for me, for no special thing i wont so brave go there....sakit hati one!!! in addition, if our gang always hav tea there then all the custermer will go away - we r too noisy, haha...so starbucks became very noisy yesterday...i was still young bcoz keep on play the vanilla & chocolate powder there, i add a lot of powder to lit wen, hehe....dun be angry lit wen, juz for fun, wont affect the taste of the coffee one....then lit wen very got rice o....tats mean very rich la, buy new hp-5800 xpress music, tis model not bad, juz a little lousy for it's camera...actually i plan to buy one oso but i'm very poor, waiting for sponsor keke....jian n i juz fool wif tat 5800 la, lit wen still cant control it well oso bcoz juz bought it few days...hmm...we juz chat n play there until 11pm, i think, not so sure bout the accurate time...
after tat we juz went to lit wen's house-cho di n singing...a lot of fun there bcoz they very fei de la, min jin n thomas keep on sing jay chow's songs...very boring la keep on same artist's songs try to change wont die one la, after tat they choose the hokkian song-no strength +_+lll, we stay there until around 1am then went bac lo...long time nvr so happy le, haha...gud luck all my frens~

我的母亲 - 《琉璃森林》

我的母亲是一个女人，长得不高也不矮，不胖也不瘦，头发不直也不卷，声音不大也不小。她煮的饭不好吃也不难吃，她跟爸爸吵架的时候不漂亮，但是也没想像中那么丑陋。

我最喜欢她跟爸爸吵架摔花瓶的时候，因为有一次我不小心把我的十块钱掉进那个花瓶里，多亏我的母亲把它摔烂了，我才可以拿回来去学校后门商店买玩具。

我讨厌她跟我说喝牛奶会长高，因为我听表哥说，喝牛奶只会拉肚子。我觉得我的母亲真是个喜欢恶作剧的人。

我的母亲很笨，她都不知道我把她给我订学校牛奶面包的钱，拿去买一个很漂亮的风铃送给三十九号的某某某，真是一个很笨的我的母亲。

我的母亲很爱哭，每次跟爸爸吵架之后都会在厕所哭，害我都不能进去上厕所。每次我的母亲跟爸爸吵架都要爸爸不要再回来，可是从好几个月前爸爸不回来以后，她就每天晚上都在哭，还很恶心地抱着我要我不可以离开她。好烦，爸爸那么听话为什么我的母亲还那么不开心呢？真是个任性的我的母亲。

如果是我，我一定会拿最好，嗯，还是不好了，我拿第二好的玩具送给爸爸，当作奖赏，因为爸爸很听话，他真的不再回来。最好的就留给在家的爱哭的我的母亲。

我的母亲很笨，但是我很爱她。

因为我知道，她只剩下我了，她只剩下我了。所以我不能哭，就算我跌到裤子破掉被人家笑我也不能报告老师，我考试考不好也不可以让我的母亲知道。因为我的母亲很笨，一定以为我都不读书，其实我是故意不要考太好，不然某某某会联合大家一起欺负我。

我最大的愿望就是换一个“我的母亲”，因为我不要我的母亲那么辛苦，我不要一个每天都哭的我的母亲。我要我的母亲每天都笑，好像我买到黄金机器人一样那么开心地笑。

我不要这样的母亲。。。
但是她是我的母亲。。。


母亲节快乐

单纯的喜欢，也许是最幸福的

有一个男生喜欢上了一个女生，当然他们都不是什么帅哥美女。可是在那男生的心中，她却占了很重要的位置，她的一举一动，每个小动作，都让那男生有种特别的感觉-喜欢的感觉。这是很奇妙，难以形容的感觉，是一种没有理由的喜欢。。。每当看到她，男生都觉得很快乐，尤其是当那女生笑的时候，那男生更是开心，甚至心也跟着笑起来，真的好高兴。。。世界突然充满了希望，好期待每一天的来临，虽然她不在那男生身旁，但在他心里的她却不曾离开过，每次想起她都很开心，心里感到无比的甜蜜。。。虽然她还不知道那男生偷偷的喜欢着她，但总有一天男生会牵着她的手对着她说：“我好喜欢你，你可以做我女朋友吗？”

暗恋，充满了想象的空间，虽然并不是真实的，也不是个完美的结局，但却是最幸福的。。。

一段没开始的恋情，也许是你最难忘的，因为你永远都无法知道结局，永远只能用想象来跟随它。。。

就快能见到你。。。

三天前 - 告诉自己就快能见到你
两天前 - 后天就到了，忍耐。。。。
昨天 - 明天就可以见到你了。。。好紧张。。。
当天早上 - 坐立不安，脑海都是你，$#%*&怎么时间这么慢！
那瞬间 - 距离好远好远。。。当初熟悉的感觉跑去了哪？我鼓起了无比的勇气。。。踏出当时的一大步，可是却只是人生的一小步。。。我决定再次品尝你的味道，于是我往你的方向走去，拿出我在三天前为你准备的东西，手心开始冒汗，好紧张。。。我对站在你旁边那男生说：“I want a Mc.Chicken set, large", miss u so much....MacDonald

喜欢。。。

当你发现你对一个人的感觉很不同。。。你会留意他的一举一动，他在看书写字吃饭或是跟朋友谈天，你都情不自禁的去留意他。。。你很在乎他，无论发生什么事，心里第一个想到的是。。。他，你会很想接近他，去了解他。但是当你真正靠近他时，却会怕被他看见，反而会去避开他。在他面前，心跳得很快，心情也很紧张，说话时还会有些口吃，十足个白痴。。。在他身上总有一种特别的感觉，一种让人心跳加速的感觉。。。但往往你喜欢的人却毫无知觉，不知背后你在默默的守护着他。。。当然你希望他也跟你一样，希望他对你和对其他人不一样。但。。。凭什么他要对你不一样？在他身上抱着太多的期望，有时候只会换来更多的失望。。。你对他越好，换来的就是他觉得你越烦，越难缠，这时候，你是否该好好地反省呢？他就像是个洋葱，你越去接近它，越去切它，只会不停的流泪。。。不停的流泪。。。如果你选择默默的喜欢，就会跟闭上眼睛切洋葱一样，只会让自己断掉不少手指头。。。别这么计较，更不要舍不得放手。。。手上有个水球，你越用力地想抓住它，只会让它更容易从你手中溜掉，一不小心可能还会把它弄破，到时无论你多么努力的去抓，球里的水都会从你手中流去，这时才发觉到最后你什么也抓不到，什么也留不到。。。

知道。。。感人的歌。。。

歌名：知道
歌手：郭静

词曲：伟礼安
他让你憔悴许多他让你不知所措
他一举一动你不停的对我说
我微笑倾听你说我却越听越心痛
怎么你说的不是我
他比我多了什么让你愿意耐心等候
我想知道他让你痴心是什么我想知道他让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和他没有不同但是我却不在你心中逗留
我想知道他哪里比我好很多
在你心中他和我有什么不同
我知道我比他付出的还多
可是我总换不了你的心动

你让我憔悴很多你让我不知所措
你一举一动我的心被牵着走
他不经意的走过
你就把我给冷落
嫉妒把我给吞没
他比我多了什么让你愿意耐心等候

我想知道他让你痴心是什么
我想知道他让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和他没有不同但是我却不在你心中逗留我想知道他哪里比我好很多
在你心中他和我有什么不同
我知道我比他付出的还多可是我总换不了你的心动

我知道了他那里比我好更多
在你心中我永远不可能让你心动
我知道我比他付出的还多
可是我在你心中没有他多

制作人：蔡尚文编曲：伍冠谚
吉他：蔡科俊
鼓：陈柏州

。。。

我爱你，不是因为你是一个怎样的人，而是因为我喜欢与你在一起时的感觉

我放屁，不是因为那是一个多臭的屁，而是因为我喜欢屁从屁股排出的感觉

Happy Labour Day...

hoho....i still need go to farm when labour day T.T...although not very long time juz few hours but still felt not so shuang, haha. yeah!! 3 of my sis came back on tat day therefore i juz went to farm wif my mum n 2 of them--settle the eggplant. i heard my mum said tat the price of vegetables not so gud...eggplant juz RM1.00++, not nice one juz 40 puluh sen!!! kelian o....hope tat the price will increase then only i hav rice to eat...but i sure tat so ppl said gud bcoz they not farmer, then they can buy cheap cheap vegetables....actually i'm confused....i nvr see the price of vege in supermarket very cheap one...like nvr disturbed by the market price...haiz, dunno la!

my sis hav bought a tiramisu cake from King's...looks not bad o....taste oso not bad la, but too sweat if eat it for breakfast....yeah i said like tis bcoz i ate it for breakfast yesterday...

2day morning oso...hehe. i really feel bored wif tis life after stpm....nth to do ar!!! i hope tat the letter from ipta will come fastly la...still got long time to wait...i feel not patient ady...i wan to go to upm........although not so possible, my result so "nice"....weather at cameron 2day not so nice, strong wind n cold oso...freezing XD

tis afternoon i sleep again....haha, evening until nite leh???i wrote a new blog...我与她的事, 虽然并不是开心的回忆，但毕竟是生命中的一部分。。。记录下来也许以后会有想看会的时候。你想知道吗？想不想都没关系，因为我想说，哈哈。。。我想我已放下了，即使面对着她心也不再会被敲到了，想她的时间也不太多了-这么说还是会想她咯。。。我又没老人痴呆症，认识的人怎么会忘记。。。我要的是放下对她的执著，不是要忘记她，忘记我认为是逃避的一种，治根不治本。。。希望以会遇到我喜欢她，她也喜欢我的女孩。。。好期待下一个不幸被我看上的女孩是长什么样子的。。。坚信明天会更好，那。。。。后天？大后天？就不信会更好？哈哈 ^_^

30 April 2009

i'm bac....i hate myself 2day bcoz i curi tulang nvr go to farm....haiz...i hope tat i wont repeat it again...i will not go to farm 2mrw too, y? it is bcoz 2mrw is labour's day mah, still wan to work meh, hehe....

2day juz stay at home n keep on play pc game.....i felt a little bit dizzy when my father called me to park my car nicely(maybe sit too long time in front of pc, got poison ady). So tat i take a long nap at evening to charge bac my energy(although i felt more dizzy after i hav taken a nap, haha!!!)...

let me talk smthing bout yesterday, i attended a bbq party at my fren's house. her puppies so cute tat all of my frens play wif them n nvr start the bbq -_-lll....so the bbq start a little bit late lo...nvm la although i felt very hungry until can swallow a cow. of coz i wont do tat bcoz i cant eat beef, guan ying pu sa will punish me if i do tat...oh ya i one thing i wan to talk bout is all of them said tat the spaghetti very nice like the spaghetti is the most delicious food in tis world..."everyday can"(mini one) said tat he can keep on eat tat everyday...i'm not saying at the spaghetti no gud but not as gud as they said la...a bit salty of me, maybe my tougue too sensitive lo, after we finish our eating then juz do sumthing we always do in f6 class - cho dai di, hahahaha....
Omg!!!! a very stupid person broke my fren's thing in toilet..."blang" my fren went to the toilet quickly...hehe u wan to noe who is he/she? deng deng....u r rite...tat stupid person is me....haiz....although she said tat the thing is loose ady...haiz haiz haiz, so sry bout tat...really...i swear

遗失的感觉

在爱情凋谢的那一天。。。
所有情感都被锁在个盒子里。。。
好怀念爱的感觉。。。
现在的我总是想少了点什么。。。
无论我怎么努力。。。
我始终无法找回那把钥匙。。。
一把打开情感盒子的钥匙。。。

换汤不换药。。。

曾经有一份真诚的爱摆在我的面前
但是我没有珍惜
等到失去的时候才后悔莫及
尘世间最痛苦的事莫过于此
如果上天可以给我个机会再来一次的话
我会对这女孩说：我爱你
如果非要在这份爱加上一个期限
我希望是
一万年

曾经有一股超臭的屁顶着我的肛门
但是我没有忍住
直到放出来之后才后悔莫及
尘世间最尴尬的事莫过于此
如果上天可以给我个机会再来一次的话
我会对着上天说：忍不到
如果非要在这股屁加上一个味道
我希望是
麻辣味

meaningless life...

do u noe??? of coz u dunno....i haven't tell u so how can u noe leh.....haha
felt so bored at cameron, nth to do....meaningless
who can let beat a while...juz a while plz!!!!
ok...let me say the main point i wan to say
morning....go to farm, tats all
afternoon....open the pc n dunno wat to do
*at least a fren from ns msg me but i was in my fantastic world-sleeping..zzZ
*oh ya....my fren asked me for bbq but i dunno wan 2 attend it or not...心好乱
*wat i can do is....format my jb~pc, listen to songs n online chatting
stop here first...brain is stuck now

好吗。。。

第一次接触的感觉，很震撼，很深刻，对我来说也不只是祸是福。我很清楚我很喜欢你，但似乎时机不对，一切都发生得不顺利，你的身边总是有许多人围绕着，让我又难以接近的感觉。即使我曾经告诉自己该停止，却反反复复，无法停止。也许也让你感到困扰，我真的不想。。。站你眼前的我，总是无法做回自己，理性和镇定都离我而去。

相处久了，感情好了，却在我抱着最大希望的时候坠入深渊。好伤人。。。事前毫无先兆的痛。一种你无法说出口，无法逃避，无法接受的痛。。。能做的只有默默地承受。每当遇见你，都摆出若无其事的样子，把所有伤都隐藏起来。。。你有察觉吗？

偷偷所掉的每一滴泪，我都把它迅速地擦掉。没有人看到，也不想让人看到，更害怕别人知道。所为你掉的泪，你永远都不会知道。。。

我真搞不动为何我会如此的喜欢你，傻傻地喜欢。。。痴痴地喜欢着你。。。这时我才察觉在我第一次遇见你时我在你身上掉了东西而忘了捡回。。。我掉了我的心，我可以捡回我的心吗？