30/10/2010

我绝对不能重复她所犯过的错误。。。
因为我知道那伤害会有多深。。。
希望是我想太多了吧。。。

Archery Competition

hoho...unbelievable i was chosen to represent my group for the archery competition...at the morning really felt want to skip it because last night played dota with wai chun until late night...one win one lost...draw lo...first round i was careless then the second round we played "ar" luckily both of us used the heroes we are not familiar with. I used Queen of Pain and he used Osidian...haha...so happy i can won tat round...although my AI stronger than him la...haha...Ok come back to my competition again...when i reached there still so zai so zai sat there asleep...then when the store was opened only rushed to there to choose my bow...many ppl hav chosen their bow so I was using the lao ya punya...shit!!! There are so many people because 4 groups of archery classes was there...all of us busy to paste our arrow fletching...the arrow also lao ya one...T^T...after that we walked to the archery field…got players from other university or school…hmm…they sure very geng one…ok, the competition started by warm up shooting… “shu” “shu”…shit la shit la, keep on miss…felt like fall to hell…lost all of confidence…$#%%$# I’m already not so good then plus a lao ya bow I think I die very hard look in next round…haiz…and I felt very stressed…competition was started…we have to shoot 6 rounds and 3 arrows for each round…hmm…my performance was quite bad…the weather was hot and we have to stand under strong sunlight…keep on sweating…hoo….always go to drink water during the short break…the players from UKM quite geng and their arrows all are around the center…haiz…same is human but why there is a big difference between us…finally finished it…tired~~~wow…I couldn’t believe my ears because we have to shoot 6 rounds again and they will choose the higher score…keep on shooting until my hand felt very tired…not normal punya tired you know…lunch hour~~~our menu was chicken rice…didn’t have mood to eat…maybe too tired but I still tried my best to finish it…after that just chatted with friends in the camp…then we practiced shooting at the field because the competition only continue at 2pm…”shu” “shu” “shu” again…haiz…I think I have to get used to it…I shooted until felt like my hand not belong to me anymore…quite happy because not much chance can shooting so long time…hoho…then yong xiang and me took our bows and went back to stadium there…phew~really very tired…I want to say I couldn’t believed my ears again because my fren told me that we got round 2 for the 64 higher score players…faith…my god…then we took the bows again to the field…want to faith again because I against the 9^th player from UKM…I felt lagi stress when this round was started…I told my heart that I have to shoot as well as I can because didn’t want to lose so hard look…and I felt a little surprise that my performance was better than morning although I was very tired…maybe the stress really can force someone potential out…97 and 69…what a big difference…=.=lll kena kicked out ady… yu jor…haha…then just stay at camp there fei fei until the end lo…wow…surprising thing happen is the malay gal was the winner…she really got good stamina and skill…she also is UKM player…I think UKM really provide them good training…just now En.Hasrol told me that UKM cocu is 8 credit hours per year…amazing…that’s why their level is different with UPM one…all of us are prawn soldier crab captain…haha…finally the individual competition was ended…when I reached my room was around 6 something…damn x3 tired…thrown all my clothes into the washing machine…haha…really lazy to wash it by hand…curi curi tulang lo…hoho…at night I opened the pc and played dota…zZZ…couldn’t tahan anymore jumped on the bed and find grandzhou chatting…2day 7am my hp was ringing…what the hell…lazy to wake up…still have group competition later…har!!! Fast fast settled myself and rushed to the bus stop…luckily the nice bus driver was glad to take us to stadium…if not have to change bus very man fan one…2day was very different because few people came…I think all fell down ady because of tiring yesterday…2day I became more clever fast fast went to choose my bow…haha…but suddenly the civil one came and said that is his bow and he change his bow with me…shit shit shit!!! He gave me a bow without sight how I going to shoot later…really felt very bu shuang ady and have to tried my best to calm down…is that he want to use the same bow all the time…all bows in there are UPM one…not belong to anyone…but friend just said suan la suan la…ya that’s truth because I could not do anything…felt no strength…seem like wrote too long ady…ok jump to competition…3 people in one group and each player will shoot 2 arrows…given three round to warm up…my group against UiTM at the first round…no need to ask also know we will lose lo…hmm…actually not so disappointing because I never miss any shoot…good good good…have to say thank you the group member because she borrow me her sight because she never learn how to use the sight…hmm…after that stay at camp…know a new friend today…although she is my group one but because different team during the class so no chance to talk la…hmm…surprised that she likes JJ and snoopy…she also likes snoopy you know…although I have put it down but still got some unknown feeling about that…just a little bit feeling…not much…the competition was ended around 1 something…so happy because much earlier than yesterday…haha…after that just have my lunch at serumpun with friends as usual…and…haiz haiz haiz…when I reached FBMK then only I realized that I left my spec at serumpun…ar….felt want to die lo…luckily yong xiang asked his friend to keep it first for me and she return it to me at bus stop there…really sorry because waste their time because of my stupid…and really want to thank you them la…at that moment really felt the importance of friends…motivate I have to be more helpful…stop here…maybe you are not patient to read it ady…haha…add oil add oil for uni study…

18/3/2010

谢谢你让我知道这些。。。
现在的我已醒觉，做出了选择。。。

难以抉择

来到了人生的重要选择，我实在不懂得应付。。。
只能二选一的情况，实在让人头痛。。。
好烦，真的好烦。。。
希望我不会做了错误的选择。。。
顺其自然吧。。。

My 21st Birthday

Today is my birthday. I have received a lot of wishes from my friends on Facebook. It’s really nice because made I feel that many people care about me. 孤独的人，早已习惯了寂寞，但在某些时候依然会害怕孤单，需要关怀。冷酷，有时候是自我保护的表现；在冷酷的背后，是否会暗藏着脆弱的心灵？At morning, I went to math class as usual and of course I didn’t know what was the lecturer teaching. I think that I never understand what he has taught, haha!! At the afternoon I just had my lunch at my fac café. I was thinking about yesterday Min asked me out to celebrate with Sarah and her but I have rejected it because my OOP test will be on tomorrow. Anyway, I know that they have the heart want to celebrate with me is enough lo. After lunch I just went back to my room and played computer games. Wow, my birthday is so boring right? Haha!! Actually Wednesday was my OOP test but I was very lazy to study at that time. Haiz…don’t know when only I can become hardworking, maybe u? At 2.00 p.m. I have to attend Digital Logic Lab lo, the lab work was so tough because the questions was so complicated. Is that I going to celebrate my birthday with those circuit? What a ‘nice’ birthday. Ah Beng asked I go to KFC to celebrate birthday and at first I thought he was kidding but I received a call from him then only I took it seriously. At 6.00 p.m. if I not remember it wrongly, it was heavy rain here, I felt no mood because maybe I have to celebrate my birthday in K10 café. I don’t want to meet Low Gu Po during my birthday leh…T_T I really felt surprised when I received a call from Sarah and I sure that she going to celebrate birthday with me. When I reached the café Sarah and Min already there and I saw a cake on the table. It’s quite touching because they came from kolej and some more it was raining. Of course we have a nice gathering there. Haha…just want to express my feeling…After that I went back to my room with a sweet sweet happy heart…Hmm, I was really happy. Then I just stayed at room like usual, online chatting and played games. After I finished my bath Kelvin asked me to go down Anjung, what the…I know that sure my “dear” coursemates had prepare something for my birthday lo. I was surprise that they prepared an ice-cream for me. First time I celebrated my birthday with ice-cream, last time just with friends but never happen on me. Of course something I couldn’t avoid is that have to do something weird and sia soi lo…luckily no many ppl around there. If not for sure I will feel super embarrassed, why I used super? Because I felt very embarrassed that time, haha. We just stay a while there because all of us will get suffer for the coming OOP test. Again Jye Hao and RiCherd celebrate my birthday with me, my 21st birthday is really unforgettable because I have celebrate for three times in one day. It is a big new record in my life and I sure that I won’t forget it. They ordered Mcdonald delivery and RiCherd was playing magic show in his room. At that moment only I realize that RiCherd know playing magic. If I were a girl sure I will feel so touched and want to be his girlfriend. Haha!!! Finally I really appreciate what have my parents and friends done for me. Thank you to all of you. ^~^

dunno...

dunno who...dunno wat to think...dunno wat to do...all about u...
真的为你爱了。。。真的随他走了？？？
伤心角色。。。是否会多了我一个？？？

sad~

super extreme heavy rain just now...and i was rushing go back to my room to close the windows...after tis i have order USA fried rice and i forget to tell that i want chicken but not beef...haiz...really down that a cow has dead because of me...next time must be careful...won't repeat the same mistake again...T_T