30 April 2009

i'm bac....i hate myself 2day bcoz i curi tulang nvr go to farm....haiz...i hope tat i wont repeat it again...i will not go to farm 2mrw too, y? it is bcoz 2mrw is labour's day mah, still wan to work meh, hehe....

2day juz stay at home n keep on play pc game.....i felt a little bit dizzy when my father called me to park my car nicely(maybe sit too long time in front of pc, got poison ady). So tat i take a long nap at evening to charge bac my energy(although i felt more dizzy after i hav taken a nap, haha!!!)...

let me talk smthing bout yesterday, i attended a bbq party at my fren's house. her puppies so cute tat all of my frens play wif them n nvr start the bbq -_-lll....so the bbq start a little bit late lo...nvm la although i felt very hungry until can swallow a cow. of coz i wont do tat bcoz i cant eat beef, guan ying pu sa will punish me if i do tat...oh ya i one thing i wan to talk bout is all of them said tat the spaghetti very nice like the spaghetti is the most delicious food in tis world..."everyday can"(mini one) said tat he can keep on eat tat everyday...i'm not saying at the spaghetti no gud but not as gud as they said la...a bit salty of me, maybe my tougue too sensitive lo, after we finish our eating then juz do sumthing we always do in f6 class - cho dai di, hahahaha....
Omg!!!! a very stupid person broke my fren's thing in toilet..."blang" my fren went to the toilet quickly...hehe u wan to noe who is he/she? deng deng....u r rite...tat stupid person is me....haiz....although she said tat the thing is loose ady...haiz haiz haiz, so sry bout tat...really...i swear

遗失的感觉

在爱情凋谢的那一天。。。
所有情感都被锁在个盒子里。。。
好怀念爱的感觉。。。
现在的我总是想少了点什么。。。
无论我怎么努力。。。
我始终无法找回那把钥匙。。。
一把打开情感盒子的钥匙。。。

换汤不换药。。。

曾经有一份真诚的爱摆在我的面前
但是我没有珍惜
等到失去的时候才后悔莫及
尘世间最痛苦的事莫过于此
如果上天可以给我个机会再来一次的话
我会对这女孩说：我爱你
如果非要在这份爱加上一个期限
我希望是
一万年

曾经有一股超臭的屁顶着我的肛门
但是我没有忍住
直到放出来之后才后悔莫及
尘世间最尴尬的事莫过于此
如果上天可以给我个机会再来一次的话
我会对着上天说：忍不到
如果非要在这股屁加上一个味道
我希望是
麻辣味

meaningless life...

do u noe??? of coz u dunno....i haven't tell u so how can u noe leh.....haha
felt so bored at cameron, nth to do....meaningless
who can let beat a while...juz a while plz!!!!
ok...let me say the main point i wan to say
morning....go to farm, tats all
afternoon....open the pc n dunno wat to do
*at least a fren from ns msg me but i was in my fantastic world-sleeping..zzZ
*oh ya....my fren asked me for bbq but i dunno wan 2 attend it or not...心好乱
*wat i can do is....format my jb~pc, listen to songs n online chatting
stop here first...brain is stuck now

好吗。。。

第一次接触的感觉，很震撼，很深刻，对我来说也不只是祸是福。我很清楚我很喜欢你，但似乎时机不对，一切都发生得不顺利，你的身边总是有许多人围绕着，让我又难以接近的感觉。即使我曾经告诉自己该停止，却反反复复，无法停止。也许也让你感到困扰，我真的不想。。。站你眼前的我，总是无法做回自己，理性和镇定都离我而去。

相处久了，感情好了，却在我抱着最大希望的时候坠入深渊。好伤人。。。事前毫无先兆的痛。一种你无法说出口，无法逃避，无法接受的痛。。。能做的只有默默地承受。每当遇见你，都摆出若无其事的样子，把所有伤都隐藏起来。。。你有察觉吗？

偷偷所掉的每一滴泪，我都把它迅速地擦掉。没有人看到，也不想让人看到，更害怕别人知道。所为你掉的泪，你永远都不会知道。。。

我真搞不动为何我会如此的喜欢你，傻傻地喜欢。。。痴痴地喜欢着你。。。这时我才察觉在我第一次遇见你时我在你身上掉了东西而忘了捡回。。。我掉了我的心，我可以捡回我的心吗？