难以抉择

来到了人生的重要选择，我实在不懂得应付。。。
只能二选一的情况，实在让人头痛。。。
好烦，真的好烦。。。
希望我不会做了错误的选择。。。
顺其自然吧。。。

My 21st Birthday

Today is my birthday. I have received a lot of wishes from my friends on Facebook. It’s really nice because made I feel that many people care about me. 孤独的人，早已习惯了寂寞，但在某些时候依然会害怕孤单，需要关怀。冷酷，有时候是自我保护的表现；在冷酷的背后，是否会暗藏着脆弱的心灵？At morning, I went to math class as usual and of course I didn’t know what was the lecturer teaching. I think that I never understand what he has taught, haha!! At the afternoon I just had my lunch at my fac café. I was thinking about yesterday Min asked me out to celebrate with Sarah and her but I have rejected it because my OOP test will be on tomorrow. Anyway, I know that they have the heart want to celebrate with me is enough lo. After lunch I just went back to my room and played computer games. Wow, my birthday is so boring right? Haha!! Actually Wednesday was my OOP test but I was very lazy to study at that time. Haiz…don’t know when only I can become hardworking, maybe u? At 2.00 p.m. I have to attend Digital Logic Lab lo, the lab work was so tough because the questions was so complicated. Is that I going to celebrate my birthday with those circuit? What a ‘nice’ birthday. Ah Beng asked I go to KFC to celebrate birthday and at first I thought he was kidding but I received a call from him then only I took it seriously. At 6.00 p.m. if I not remember it wrongly, it was heavy rain here, I felt no mood because maybe I have to celebrate my birthday in K10 café. I don’t want to meet Low Gu Po during my birthday leh…T_T I really felt surprised when I received a call from Sarah and I sure that she going to celebrate birthday with me. When I reached the café Sarah and Min already there and I saw a cake on the table. It’s quite touching because they came from kolej and some more it was raining. Of course we have a nice gathering there. Haha…just want to express my feeling…After that I went back to my room with a sweet sweet happy heart…Hmm, I was really happy. Then I just stayed at room like usual, online chatting and played games. After I finished my bath Kelvin asked me to go down Anjung, what the…I know that sure my “dear” coursemates had prepare something for my birthday lo. I was surprise that they prepared an ice-cream for me. First time I celebrated my birthday with ice-cream, last time just with friends but never happen on me. Of course something I couldn’t avoid is that have to do something weird and sia soi lo…luckily no many ppl around there. If not for sure I will feel super embarrassed, why I used super? Because I felt very embarrassed that time, haha. We just stay a while there because all of us will get suffer for the coming OOP test. Again Jye Hao and RiCherd celebrate my birthday with me, my 21st birthday is really unforgettable because I have celebrate for three times in one day. It is a big new record in my life and I sure that I won’t forget it. They ordered Mcdonald delivery and RiCherd was playing magic show in his room. At that moment only I realize that RiCherd know playing magic. If I were a girl sure I will feel so touched and want to be his girlfriend. Haha!!! Finally I really appreciate what have my parents and friends done for me. Thank you to all of you. ^~^

dunno...

dunno who...dunno wat to think...dunno wat to do...all about u...
真的为你爱了。。。真的随他走了？？？
伤心角色。。。是否会多了我一个？？？

sad~

super extreme heavy rain just now...and i was rushing go back to my room to close the windows...after tis i have order USA fried rice and i forget to tell that i want chicken but not beef...haiz...really down that a cow has dead because of me...next time must be careful...won't repeat the same mistake again...T_T

Gam......bateh!!!

Test 2 is coming soon...haiz...havent say goodbye to test 1 yet then test 2 suddenly come out...if possible really want to kick it away...wakaka...just finish wrote my OOP Lab 6, phew~~~i have spent a lot of time on it~~~felt a little bit jealous on those clever people...hmm...have to study hard, throw all pc games away!!! Say easy but do got a 'little bit' difficult la...haha...gambateh to myself and my friends who will be facing the coming test lo...hoho

CNY 2010

fuh...happy chinese new year!!! the first moment i came out from the car, i felt damn cold...wah...shiot!!! haha...of course tis year got many ang pau lo...wakaka...then the MG Wing is saying hi to me lo...hey...waiting for me leh...haha...tis cny just went a lot of gathering...it's very nice...especially our reunion dinner...好。。。好。。。好。。。“清”!!! wahaha...we went to gunung brinchang after the dinner...long long time nvr been there...we found that the road was repairing when we was half way there...luckily the workers there very nice let us passed there...that night the sky was full of star...plus the cold weather...it's nice nice nice...if come here pak toh really perfect...haha...i have met a lot of old friends...damn happy...hmm...new year already...have to work hard lo...miss u...

ehm...ehm...

6.50a.m....i was woke up and settled myself 4...kenegaraan test...haiz...last night just simply read through the books...simply...u know...this week is my tests...week...really busy, about 7.20 already and i was waiting 4 my roommate...around 7.28 we reached the bus stop and!!! the driver closed the door and leave...what the.....i really got nothing to say...bad luck bad luck...so we have to wait for the second bus lo...haiz...we reach DK 10 at 8a.m. and many of my coursemates already there...everyone was studying and chatting...the test was started and a little bit funny because actually our test just from 8.30 to 9.30 but we was given until 10.35 to finish the paper...walau yeh...just 40 objective questions you gave me 2 hours meh...i will feel very bu hao yi si one la...around 9 smthing i leave the DK and went to old flat 4 breakfast and shit!!! three of us forgot that the door go through the old flat is closed every sunday...arh~~~then we have to walk back to the cafe beside library...it was tiring...and then i met min at cafe there...she also just finish her kenegaraan paper and was having her breakfast+lunch with coursemates...i ordered the roti telur and i was kena oil attack when i was waiting for my roti telur...sad~after that i went to library for my hubungan etnik studying with yong xiang lo...brian went back to hostel lo...and actually yong xiang went there for OOP only because he have taken hubungan etnik last semester...hmm...felt headache about my hubungan etnik because it is very very and very boring subject even kenegaraan is more interesting than it...are you agree with me my dear friends who have taken hubungan etnik...so i have a long hell moment in the library...but feel a little bit happy because i found a not bad OOP reference book...hope it can give me some help in my OOP home test...thursday have to submit it but i havent touch it...haiz...yong xiang went back already and i was studying alone there...feel very bored, panic and a little bit dizzy...just now i messaged li horng then only i know where is the place for etnik test...haha...then i went to the another block of the library to continue my studying...have to had some fresh air...huf.....i met min and her courmate again there...so we study together there lo...quite long story for today...my finger is tired now...ok let me continue...after took a short rest then we took bus to academic complex and our test was started...the questions...it know about me but i totally don't know them leh...shit...cant imagine how will my result be...sien liao la...after the test i was rushing to take the bus went back to K10...phew...i throw everything and took a nap when i reached my room...wanna faint already...woke up and have a bath first then rushed to the cake shop...and don't forget to buy a lighter...now i feel that i...i...i...am like a mcdonald deliverer...no...even mcdonal deliverer is better than me because at least he got motorcycle and i just have bicycle...swt~~~lll...i have to hold the cake and cycling to serumpun there and a very nice thing was happened...raining...oh many symbol was stucking in my stomach *&%$##@...uncountable symbol...ah....then i wear my jacket and went slowly...like turtle speed...after i wear my jacket then it turn to sunny again...and was so "sunny"...more more and more *&%$##@ is going to come out...feel very hot and sweat...XOXO...huh!!! when i reached serumpun there really felt want to jump into the lake there...sarah was rushing down here to meet me and she seem quite tired because of rushing down here...at least i'm not tired alone...felt a little bit balance in my heart...haha...then sarah took the cake and asked the uncle in the cafe there to help us keep it...then i went to meet min first and only we have our dinner at serumpun lo...and the seafood noodle was very salty...got cheated by sarah...T^T...after finished it i went to take the cake and celebrate min's birthday lo...and then we have fun and chat long time there...i'm lazy to wrote out it already...finger very tired...when i reached my room felt...tired until got nothing to say...don't what word can be used to represent my tire...but i was still playing computer games...haha...after that just did my writing...many things was happened today...mixed with good and bad...but never mind...because this is life...zZZ